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Unnoticed & Unmissed
02:05
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I slipped down the creator’s back
Unnoticed and unmissed
Enduring the pressure since my sixteenth winter
To stay as far from the almighty as I fucking can
If I Am does know me, it must not care
For it allows the void I keep
And that is all I want from the king of all
The bastard kings
My lungs fill, and my bones creak
In the dungeons of the deep
My thirst for rest, eternally quenched
In Marianas Trench
Drowned like the light of sunfire
In Marianas Trench
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I Only Wish to Dream
04:13
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He who does not love
Remains in death
I wander nowhere special
I am no one special
I stumble upon a place familiar
And yet these bones do not belong
Haunted by the gods who revelled here
Old familiar fear
I long for eternal light
Bury the dead alive
I long for eternal light
Bury
Burn
He sleeps in a coffin
She in an urn
I long for eternal light
Bury me tonight
I long for eternal light
Bury me tonight
Bury me in slumber
I am as weary as the grave
Relieve me of my love
I only wish to dream
It’s been pouring
Outside my window
Since my sixteenth winter
Now even sunlight feels artificial
And I’m afraid
Sorrow and pain
Have prepared my grave
My spirit in chains
Constricting my faith
Sorrow reigns
Sorrow reigns
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Parcere Vitae
00:28
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All the joy, all the hope, all the peace, all the reverie, all the uncertainty, all the anxiety, all the disappointment, all the jealousy, all the loss, all the heartache, all the rehabilitation, all the relapse, all the bending and breaking and piecing back together, all the love - is there heaven in the harm?
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The Harm of Love
03:57
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And I miss them all the more
No more sunlight
No more waking
No more memory
Of our daydream
And I feel
The absence
With wanting
And waning heart
This longing
Like a ghost
So haunting
(It keeps me up at night)
Pink and white petals litter her floor
The specter of our love, a glass of thorns
If I could sever the nerve that binds me to her
I would cauterize the rest to escape the trap
That is a love ordained to burn
The harm of -
The harm of love
Can she see my scars in the dark?
Can she taste the apprehension
On my tongue so sweet?
The sugar in my teeth
She stirred honey in the tea
Then neglected to drink
With her arm across my chest, I watched her sleep
In that moment I believed I could feel everything
I felt the heat of the stars but not the ice in her veins
In that moment I believed she'd never go away
All I love, all I cherish
I will lose; I cannot bear it
Jagged love lacerating
Hope and joy and peace and dreaming
Look, and touch my scars
Every winter I feel the sting
An early spring changes nothing
Frostbitten
Time spent alone
Since my sixteenth winter
My skin wears cold
Can you hear the pines?
Can you hear them singing?
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I Made a Deal With God
05:38
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I made a deal with God
Not to open my wrists
And lie down in the river
If one truth he delivered
As cold, grey clouds
Obstruct midday sun rays
Spitting sleet into the faces of
Stargazers and dreamers
I sense an early twilight
On the dying side of adolescence
Forgive my loss of innocence
I yearn to rejoin the dead
And still I wonder
Do the gods know
How it feels to be a man
Does not the worm
Inherit the flesh
Of every man
Every son of God?
Betrothed to wrath
And avaricious anguish
Born hungry for truth
Now fucking famished
I feel like hell
Since my sixteenth winter
I feel like hell
Drowned like the light
Drowned like the light of sunfire
Drowned like the light
Drowned - unnoticed
Drowned - and unmissed
I made a deal with God
I would not summon my own death
If one question he'd answer
Has any deed I've done
Ever mattered?
I made a deal with God
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